I see beauty!!!

I must acquiesce in your attempts to claim beauty in it's entirety. Often it is said that beauty is in the eye of the beholder; such a statement has never been more true. If Jesus is the son of God, then you must be the daughter of beauty. I must sincerely admit that you are Medusa. I am frozen. I am stone!

I see her and it seems as if time has frozen. It feels as though I am spinning
from this glance of this endangered species. I greet her with a smile and I am
awake.. She is a shot of adrenaline.I she is beauty. All other beautiful women
have been spawned from her. She is the original. She is the first. I wonder how
she would respond if I described how she had a kinetic hold on a man she has
never even spoken with?
As a child I often scoffed at the idea of love at first sight but at this moment
I can fully appreciate Romeo and his determination. This women is my Juliet! I
wish to confess my thoughts of a future in which I make her my queen and I am
nothing more than a servant wishing to please his goddess with blind adoration.
My muse is the heat from one's first kiss and venture inside the forbidden
corridor in which the holy Grail is made home. This is she; the unknown
tranquility of a new found addiction plagues my soul. I will only traverse this
plan as a man once; my journey would end if rejected!

What are you?

There are major differences between what makes a woman a wife, life-long girlfriend and a "jump off," this is usually based on how she carry’s herself in public. The classiest women embody a demeanor of sophistication and elegance; An okay woman is one who is just ordinary, unspectacular; she is like the pear of the fruit world, delicious but not the first piece you want to eat. Another type of woman contains characteristics that are significantly less desirable. Such as, an insatiable desire for entertaining men sexually; a flirtatious disposition that borders on desperation; and a promiscuous lifestyle that justify the title of “jump off.”

Certain women have more options than others, due to their reputations, education, and overall physical attractiveness; simply put, ugly-dumb women do not get married generally speaking. Possessing all three at high levels will afford a woman opportunities that a "jump off" and life-long girlfriend can never obtain; these women are called wives. A wife has a high self esteem and will not subjugate herself to less than ideal standards before and during marriage. This woman, is the type to take you for 180 million like Michael Jordan's wife.

A life-long girlfriend is is a above jump off and can ultimately be classified as a mistress, or "side-piece." She will always be number two due to a complacent nature and comfort with a side role. Many women relish in this position if child bearing is an impossibility or if age and prior relationships have made her an undesirable candidate. She is more desirable than a “jump off” who is known for little more than giving a man a good time. A life-long girlfriend is a woman who is similar to Elaine from the show "Seinfeld." Elaine is a woman who doesn't want to get married or have children, ever! This makes her a revolving door as the girlfriend to many men. She is a pit spot.

The jump off is primarily a woman who is bruised and emotionally unable to connect because of traumatizing events within her life. She does not care what situation a man may be in, she is comfortable with draining him emotionaly and physically. These women have called many names throughout history. Home wrecker; leach; or gold digger. She is a step above stripper and or prostitute. The average jump off is unaware of her status and is thus able to function and appear as a respectable woman in society.)Men use and discard these women like condoms. This only adds to the unstable psyche of a jump off. Who I personally like to call the toxic lady!! This particular woman is reminiscent of the greatest strumpets throughout history. She is plastered with scarlet letters that scream "I am the unwife." A proper historical reference would be Marilyn Monroe. A real woman, never entertain the team!

Does it really matter?

Women who earn more for a living than a man in this modern society has been an issue for quite sometime. The issue may stem from some archaic belief that "a man can not be a man" within his household if he doesn't make more than his significant other; or a woman is unable to allow him to be a man due to his lack of earning potential. These issues primarily arise when societal standards are applied to any relationship in which a woman earns more than her man. However, another theory which can be factual is with more money, more responsibility is granted. An immigrant janitor in Mcdonalds' will never have as much power at the job as Oprah! This will often translate in the household. Throughout history, woman have been forced to take a subordinate role due to men being the major bread winners. In this case, society tells men they are or should be in control of their homes. When a woman is in charge of the household, a man's position becomes undefined; so a man argues and is uncomfortable with his lack of role in the household. A situation which is and will always be a problem because of the foundation of society being built upon the premise of a man taking care of a woman and not the opposite. A man never asked a woman's father for his blessing by saying "I promise to let you daughter take care of me."

What are we really looking for?

It seems in our society that marriage has become little more than a gaudy ring, and a proposal to honor;cherish; and love one another through thick and thin(of course with your fingers cross). Why do people choose to subject themselves to these social standards of love and comment? Have we become so desperate that we will just gladly accept a role with an individual we care little for or haven't gotten to know completely? How much do we even care to know? Are we just content with embracing as little as possible in order to fulfill our on selfish desires? We speak of change and acceptance but how much are we even willing to alter to achieve this holy grail(Love). I believe as human beings we rarely do what's best for us. Maybe, marriage is one of those institutions which should be avoid like many other undesirables (i.e. Crack, alcohol). Although, with the latter two, your addiction is pitied.

Nut Shell

If you wanted to know why I am so aggravated, it is simply because I do not understand PEOPLE. I peruse the pages of My-space often and I view countless pictures of some individual "flossing" their pseudo-wealth. I love seeing those many outfits and and club pictures of guys and gals living it up; I truly enjoy the many vacation shots of either MIAMI or some Caribbean island. I also can not live without the many photos of those countless attractive people out there. I am not here to bashing but rather to enlighten those dim halogen lambs. Instead of spending such funds on meaningless artifacts trying to fill a void within yourself that is a bottomless pit, get a bite of reality. Understand that such purchases and vague expressions of sexiness only hinder you as a person. The mother of this piece is a beautiful documentary called, "When Leeves Break." This view point depicts the horrific events of hurricane Katrina and it's aftermath(which may have been more horrible). The saddest part of this "doc" is when a few random Black folks are looting department stores. They snatch video games and t.v.'s; and the first thought that came to mind was "nigga you ain't got a home." I have seen this H.B.O. special many times and it continues to be a difficult thing to watch. Seeing my people placed in such difficult circumstances is hard to absorb. I'm not attempting to be some sort of preachy son-of-a-gun which sounds like it; I just want people to get a grip. Nigga that shit you buying don't mean shit! You may ask yourself "what makes this motherfucker think he can judge me?" It's simple, I was that nigga. Now I am an angry Blackman because I am disgusted with my environment. If you think I am full of it, then please meet me one day and we can take a trip down pathetic lane. We will view 10 clothing stores; 8 fast food chains; 6 bum fights; 4 icey ladies; a foot action and foot locker; 9 cell phone spots; 2 pawn shops; 15 hair product stores; a nail salon; and last but not lease, no hood can do without 95 Chinese restaurants(ummm, um, we sure love to eat in the ghetto). I am addressing the South Bronx but all "hoods" look alike from the Heights to Oakland. I must reiterate that I am not Jesus so I can not judge you. I am simply asking that the next time you attempt to purchase some shit you don't truly need or want, you think about the bigger picture and spend your cash on something more meaningful. I can imagine that some individuals may feel somewhat offend by this blog(because that's how us GHETTTOOO peoples bes, we sen-so-tive). Be objective and I am sure you will realize that you too are living in the Matrix and the real world will have you some what of an "Aggravated Man as well.

Something I just can't understand....

One thing i can't understand is how a person can make the statement "I love you, but I am not in love with you!" Throughout my exsistence this has to be the dumbest comment I've ever heard. The funny part is that I have only heard this from women. SO, I must ask are women the only sex capable of loving someone but not being in love with that individual? Does such a statement make any sense? I feel at times I view a world of grey as Black & White and this may be a flaw in my way of thinking..but shit somethings are Black & White. A man approaches a woman and he is thinking "I want to fuck her! Yeah I want to get to know her as well so she will allow me to sex her up." That seems pretty b&w...A man cheats on his woman but she takes him back, what's not b&w about that. What differs between the sexes in which a man is Black & White with his views and most women tend not to be? You may be asking who the FUCK does he think he is? Ask and I will tell you!!!!